I have such a convoluted history with LGBTQ:
I was born a boy.
I thought girls had the privilege of being cute in 1st grade.
The first trans person I met was a jerk about it.
Around a year later somebody suddenly said something gay to me.
I entered into a questioning phase that quickly became about gender
I was uncertain throughout the whole damn 8th grade.
I finally concluded that switching genders was unnecessary to express myself, and that the intrusive gay thoughts didn't say anything about who I am.
Funnily enough, YouTube caught on after the whole fiasco and recommended me a specific music video. It gave a reasonable counterclaim to pretty much every aspect of who I was, and I became a mess of existential ambiguity with no clue what to think. So glad that's over.
There's probably some lesson to be learned from all of this, you go find that for yourself. Tough subjects like this require a ton of time-intensive rephrasing to make sure I don't accidentally write something spiteful, even if I don't have an opinion in the end there's still the implications to worry about. Thank you for understanding, and have a nice everything. :)
Yatsufusa
I wish you luck with working out what your gender identity is.
There are several transsexual as well as otherwise queer users on Newgrounds (artists and otherwise). Not all of them are cool or nice, but most of them seem pretty reasonable, chill people. I'm sure you could find several friendly members of the LGBTQIA+ community who would be willing to help you... figure stuff out - gender identity and otherwise...
(My apologies, I'm already half-asleep. You probably know what I mean when I say "stuff".)
PrimeLimeJustDied (Updated )
I'm saying what happened, not what's happening now. I'm picking up the pieces and moving on while trying to make the most of it. Crossdressing every now and then is the solution I came to, I'll just have to remind people that being a femboy doesn't make you gay.